Depression and creativity really don’t go well with each other. Some people will never fully recover from the effects of depression either. You can do all the self-care, coaching, counseling, health, medication, whatever… and still, be sad.
I ache for these people because I understand it personally and I am not ashamed to admit this. It usually not tragedy that takes our life, it is shame–and I refuse to carry this kind of burden anymore.
But what if I told you that if you could put that depression on pause long enough to do something, that no matter how bad things got, you could never doubt what you’ve created is an utter masterpiece?!
What if you took a vacation from your lies, exhaustion, and deception, just for a while, because just around the bend was the success you’ve always known is inside you?
What if, finding the strength to persevere is a sacrifice (because it feels that way for the struggling) that will benefit the world long after you’re gone? Pulling out the source of your creativity and genius to pass on to others is a responsibility that most people with depression face. It is your responsibility to grow, nurture, and give the world your wisdom. Yet, in the moments or weeks of severe depression, we don’t think we are very wise.
Regret kills us.
All the “I’m sorry’s” destroy’s us.
All the despair annihilates us.
All the nights we wish we could time travel to make it right makes us feel insane and hopeless. Which unfortunately can make creativity and purpose a totally incapable state of being. But that is a lie.
What if you powered past those typical symptoms and made shit happen?! Yeah! What if you did THAT this year?! There are only about 8.5 months left of 2019, and at the end, you could receive this fantastic gift of satisfaction.
I don’t believe that most people who suffer may ever truly recover, but you can find success even in your sadness. I have. I know it’s possible. And the funny thing is, we often do heal and get happier! Only you know how to get past the things that for some of us will never go entirely away. You do have the answers you seek which is why self-reflection and asking for support in these times is necessary. Don’t do all of this on your own, please.
I think we wait for our perfect moment that never arrives.-Alley Jean
How are you going to live life this year so you can create success no matter how bad things are? It’s so painful for those of us who experience life in this way and have so much inside of ourself that lay dormant. The creativity sits there, challenging us, yet it feels more like mocking.
The truth is, over 350 MILLION people will suffer from depression this year. Wow. Yet all of those people feel alone. You are not alone because the numbers speak for themselves—But I know it feels that way.
The most exceptional people in history struggled with this same ailment but still graduated to being that person we look up to. How did they do it? They just do it. They know their purpose is worth finding and accomplishing. They know it is more significant than their struggle. So they just do it anyways! They see the power to succeed when they don’t know how to do it and move forward. They believe in themselves even when everything in their head says otherwise.
I feel for you if this article resonates on a personal level. I know you. I want to give you a big huge hug, but what you really need is a kick in the arse.
Even if you don’t remember your purpose in full detail, don’t you realize you can’t know until you enter and participate in the journey?! It’s a jungle out there, and the people who history writes about are the ones who suffered the most. Those who felt the most lonely. Those who felt misunderstood. Those who wanted more and took it. They are the humans who matter and take the heat for the rest of humanity. They are the names on the wall and the thoughts in our hearts. Maybe one day we will talk and write about you. But, we won’t if you keep hiding your brilliance. Creativity and the gifts you were born with have a matter of responsibility, and when we give way to our troubling habits, we are acting in complete dishonor to our destiny. The world is waiting for you to step up or step out, it’s your choice. #unicorntruth